There are some truly AMAZING people who have graced my life with their friendship and/or influence and wisdom. If I start listing them, sure as shootin', I'll miss the one that happens to read this blog. If that is you, maybe you'll be blogged about in the future.
One of the people that I truly admire is my brother, Tim. Granted, we're family, and he was my first "friend"...but it's more than that. My brother is a man of integrity. He's also a protector. He has alot of courage. He knows what it is to suffer, endure, and overcome. He works hard, loves his country, loves God, loves his family, cares about others, has a ridiculous sense of humor complete with his wonderful laugh, and is one of the world's biggest teddy bears when it comes to kids. He is as loyal a man as I have ever known. When he is your friend, he'll have your back. If he can help you out, consider it done. He has these three great dogs that think he hung the moon. I think I sorta agree with them. In fact, when it comes right down to it...I'd have to say he's one of my heroes. Along with everything else about him, my brother is a career police officer. I am very proud and very blessed to be his sister. My vocabulary cannot begin to describe how much I love that rascal....yes, rascal! He's also been my mean younger brother at times! But mostly, he's been my life-long friend!!
There's a lovely lady that I have known for about 12+ years. Our meeting happened because I was referred to her. I was in need of a great nail tech. What I got was a beautiful sister and friend! Her name is Debbie. She stopped being a nail tech several years ago, but her love, wisdom, and grace continue to touch my life. We are both involved in our respective churches and personal ministry pursuits, but thanks to the wonders of technology, we manage to be in touch. Debbie is the kind of friend that, no matter how long it is between times we've seen each other, when we do get a few moments it is as though no time has passed. I love her heart! She has one of the most brilliant smiles, and she is a person who truly understands the importance of speaking the Truth in love...and love is what she displays no matter where she is or what she's doing, or who she's with! She is so full of love and laughter and joy. She is full of God! She became a lifeline for me back in those days when we first met. I had suffered the loss of my son, and there were times when I sat across from her while she did my nails that she really did more for my broken heart than I have words to express. I will always love you, Debbie...my friend and my sister in Christ!
There are many people I could write about, but this blog would be far too lengthy for one reading. As I sit here thinking of these people, I am just grateful that they are a part of who I am. When we build relationships with people, there is always something they deposit in us. Sometimes we don't appreciate them until a life is cut short or a tragedy strikes. I want to write about those people periodically. I believe in giving honor to people while they live....what good is it to wait until it's too late for them to hear it?
So....I think that's all for now. I'm thankful for Tim and Debbie tonight. And if this blog makes you think about the people who have made a deposit in you, then I have accomplished something of value in its writing!
Appreciate someone today!!
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Saturday, January 2, 2010
Living Into A New Decade....
Hello, I'm Joyce!
Glad you stopped by to check out my blog. This is a new venture for me, so buckle up and ride along with me, OK?
Today is the second day of 2010. I still can't believe it's another new year. This last year wasn't one that I would want to repeat by any means. But I have high hopes for this year we've begun. Sure, we say that about every new year, don't we? But I really do have high hopes on a personal level. Last year I became very ill and ended up in a major hospital in Ohio for 10 days, and had surgery before it was over. The fear of the unknown for most of that time was worse than the surgery itself. I am profusely grateful that the outcome was good. God isn't done with me...and that is what fuels my high hopes for this new year.
Over the last decade, I've spent a whole lot of time in various stages of a healing process. Emotional healing seems to take a lot longer and a whole lot more energy than physical healing. I don't know that I will ever fully heal from the death of my son, Ryan, in 1999. But I know that I'm finally starting to live my life again. There are still those moments that I miss him so badly that the tears come, but those times are much fewer and farther between as time goes on. I suppose there are those who would say I should have "been over it by now". Those people obviously have never lost a 20 year old son. I don't think a person ever "gets over" that kind of personal tragedy... you just learn to live life without that one you love. And sometimes it takes a very long time.
Something that has come out of that part of my life is the realization that every single moment is precious. Little things mean much more to me now. And true friends are not a plentiful commodity, but a priceless treasure.
There are other kinds of losses that we have all experienced in life. The loss of relationships with people you have truly cared for will also leave you grieving. However, in the grand scheme of things, one also finds out what true friendship is, and who those people are in reality. It is difficult to learn the hard lesson of misplaced trust; worse yet is learning how to keep an open and pliable heart with other people that you meet. The fear of being hurt again can and will rob you of new and wonderful relationships if you let it. Equally difficult is learning to release those who have judged and misjudged you, based purely on what they have been told and not on the truth. But it is possible, and most necessary if you want to be free to move forward. In the long run, you may limp for awhile, but you will walk again. One day, if you keep choosing forgiveness, you will even run!
As I'm walking out this journey of mine, I am determined to be transparent and genuine. The world is far too full of plastic, shallow individuals who can be manipulated because of emotional need--or they are the ones who are doing the manipulating because it gives them a level of control. My hearts' desire is to be REAL. All the time. Just open and real and genuine. That's the thing that so attracts me to the Person of Jesus Christ: the Gospels show us how truly open and genuine He was. He was able to love and to serve, and He knew Who He was during His time walking this earth as our Example. I am convinced that when we "know who we are", it frees us to be real and genuine, to love and be loved, and--more importantly--to realize that our future cannot be found in the rear view mirror of our lives. " 'I know the plans I have for you', says the Lord...'to do you good and not to harm you; to give you a hope and a future!' " (Jeremiah 29:11)
YES.....I have high hopes for this new year!! And I trust that you do as well!
Blessings,
Joyce
Glad you stopped by to check out my blog. This is a new venture for me, so buckle up and ride along with me, OK?
Today is the second day of 2010. I still can't believe it's another new year. This last year wasn't one that I would want to repeat by any means. But I have high hopes for this year we've begun. Sure, we say that about every new year, don't we? But I really do have high hopes on a personal level. Last year I became very ill and ended up in a major hospital in Ohio for 10 days, and had surgery before it was over. The fear of the unknown for most of that time was worse than the surgery itself. I am profusely grateful that the outcome was good. God isn't done with me...and that is what fuels my high hopes for this new year.
Over the last decade, I've spent a whole lot of time in various stages of a healing process. Emotional healing seems to take a lot longer and a whole lot more energy than physical healing. I don't know that I will ever fully heal from the death of my son, Ryan, in 1999. But I know that I'm finally starting to live my life again. There are still those moments that I miss him so badly that the tears come, but those times are much fewer and farther between as time goes on. I suppose there are those who would say I should have "been over it by now". Those people obviously have never lost a 20 year old son. I don't think a person ever "gets over" that kind of personal tragedy... you just learn to live life without that one you love. And sometimes it takes a very long time.
Something that has come out of that part of my life is the realization that every single moment is precious. Little things mean much more to me now. And true friends are not a plentiful commodity, but a priceless treasure.
There are other kinds of losses that we have all experienced in life. The loss of relationships with people you have truly cared for will also leave you grieving. However, in the grand scheme of things, one also finds out what true friendship is, and who those people are in reality. It is difficult to learn the hard lesson of misplaced trust; worse yet is learning how to keep an open and pliable heart with other people that you meet. The fear of being hurt again can and will rob you of new and wonderful relationships if you let it. Equally difficult is learning to release those who have judged and misjudged you, based purely on what they have been told and not on the truth. But it is possible, and most necessary if you want to be free to move forward. In the long run, you may limp for awhile, but you will walk again. One day, if you keep choosing forgiveness, you will even run!
As I'm walking out this journey of mine, I am determined to be transparent and genuine. The world is far too full of plastic, shallow individuals who can be manipulated because of emotional need--or they are the ones who are doing the manipulating because it gives them a level of control. My hearts' desire is to be REAL. All the time. Just open and real and genuine. That's the thing that so attracts me to the Person of Jesus Christ: the Gospels show us how truly open and genuine He was. He was able to love and to serve, and He knew Who He was during His time walking this earth as our Example. I am convinced that when we "know who we are", it frees us to be real and genuine, to love and be loved, and--more importantly--to realize that our future cannot be found in the rear view mirror of our lives. " 'I know the plans I have for you', says the Lord...'to do you good and not to harm you; to give you a hope and a future!' " (Jeremiah 29:11)
YES.....I have high hopes for this new year!! And I trust that you do as well!
Blessings,
Joyce
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